Letting Go
I’m soooo sorry people for writing er.. emo’fied entries here but well, that’s what I’m goin thru right now. I’m sure many of you are aware of my er.. current status right now. Will not elaborate further here.. =P
I’m jus curious, how can one let go completely without holding any grudges against him? I’ve tried.. believe me, I did. Somehow, it wasn’t as simple as I think it was, specially there were other factors influencing my judgements. If you see your x-partner holding someone else with full of adoration there in front of you, how would you react? Seeing him caring for another person right but not you but right in front of your very eyes. I’m not saying that it happened to me but well, it can happen rite 
Would you blame him or blame the girl? I’d say, it’s a tough choice to make. However, if it happens already, we should forgive and Forget right?
Sincerely, I would love to Forget more than Forgive but that aint the right way to swing. Starting anew as friends isn’t as easy as I thought. Gotta be hell lotsa strength there =P But thank goodness I’ve got lotsa support there. My Doidos and you there. Thanks for your advices. It really made me feel kinda better. It’s all bout learning and changing and improving.
I’ll try not to write another emo’fied post anymore. Perhaps some more entertaining stories soon. I’ve got really funny stuff to write but at the moment, no mood la =P Faham Faham jer la… hehe
p/s : i aint as strong as you guys may see it. Even the toughest cookie crumbles =)
November 20th, 2006 at 10:30 am
woohooo!! 1st to comment!! haha at 2.28am wat r DOIDO’S for… right??!!*winkz* wateva is done is done get over the past at ur own pace..forgivin n forgettin is partn parcel of human life..hopefully u forget tis episode ASAP..n ohhh hot news comin up on fridays event!! *winkz* look out guyss!!
November 20th, 2006 at 10:31 am
love ya loadss…dun give a bloody **** if no guy loves u..i cud luv u mroe than any guy wud..haha stupid goodbye my lover goodbye my friend song is ringin in my head now =P
November 20th, 2006 at 10:32 am
i think the hotness wud be at LAUNDRY.. Oops, I dropped a huge hint ther =P Hehe.. Love Doidos
November 20th, 2006 at 10:58 am
*Hugs* You’ll let it pass soon…
November 20th, 2006 at 1:44 pm
darlin…
i have been there n gone through that!
its never easy…if anyone tells you that its goin to be easy…shoot him down..u can blame me..haha
i guess…its part of life experience that all of us have to go through…jus let your emotions out…but dun take to long to come back to your path of life…
as for bein friends again…it will take a hack of a long time or never…but time may change a lot of things…
ok…i m late for class now…i will catch you really soon aite…
ps. i m still available..haha
suresh
November 20th, 2006 at 4:11 pm
ya… agree with suresh… don try to be frens fro now 1st, bring too much bad memories…. wait till time pass, n hwen u don ahve any more feelings mayb then u 2 can b frens again…
November 20th, 2006 at 4:27 pm
to lu tahu tak blog author,
actually i dont really get what u wrote or mayb i just dont want to jump to some conclusion? =)
anyway just dropping by to say i love ur blog…surprisingly..haha!
see u around!btw a pretty girl like u can find better guy…but find the one with the heart of gold k?lol =)
later! xoxo
November 20th, 2006 at 6:29 pm
Gal …You have to be strong…No worries k….you know the reasons well so stick to it…dont let it sway , dont let other ppl influence your decision…
Do what your heart tells you to do k….Will be there for you …buzz me if you want a talk…
Luv
Angela.
November 20th, 2006 at 6:29 pm
Gal …You have to be strong…No worries k….you know the reasons well so stick to it…dont let it sway , dont let other ppl influence your decision…
Do what your heart tells you to do k….Will be there for you …buzz me if you want a talk…
November 20th, 2006 at 7:35 pm
hey…i totally agree wit ms angela..
friends n peeps aroun you can give a thousand n one advice..listen to them n analyse them…but make sure the decision you take is yours…let your heart do the talkin…
cheers
November 20th, 2006 at 11:43 pm
*sniff* You guys just brought tears to my eyes.. Thanks for the advices.. Sometimes having a blog sure do helps. Whether to share something funny and interesting or for “emo’ing” Hehe. I really appreciate those advices there.. I shall listen to my heart and eat that BIG DARK Delicious Chocolate right in front of me now =)
November 21st, 2006 at 1:56 am
haiyor..punya emo-nya dia..i am not good in comforting ppl..but i am good in entertaining ppl…hahaha…we shall have a blast at…errm..ermmm L_UND_Y B_R..fill in the balnks since the owner dosent want to reveal where the location is…
November 21st, 2006 at 7:24 am
Haha.. Eng Seen, make sure you’re there or i’ll.. SQUEEZE your BALLS! Haha
November 21st, 2006 at 7:42 am
tis is wat u call social support system… *winkz* u got hell loadss…i toldya!!
November 22nd, 2006 at 5:05 am
Yeps.. Moral support on FRI.. haha
November 22nd, 2006 at 6:23 am
well u’ll be shocked to read this…i dont usually post comment because i dont hv the time to do so but honestly i do read ur blog…since it always appear at the “updated blog” hehe…(so rajin ar?) hv to say im abit shocked to read ur entry..i mean..like u said..u guys were like “the golden couple” i actually thought u guys will get married to each other (soon)but wht to do..VI BOYS mmg lupa daratan! berpegang pada prinsip “once a victorian, always a victorian” ;P anyway, ure TOO cun for him…hehe..can easily cari replacement! be tough alright? find mat salleh dkt canada ke.oh speaking of that…inform me when ure leaving k?
November 22nd, 2006 at 8:30 am
Hey Azrin, nice of you to drop by my blog ..
I’m leavin on dec 15. I saw utami and Diyana today at klcc. both looking good. I expect u pun sama kan, cikgu on the way.. Hehhee..
I dun wanna comment on Victorians. nanti kena pukul. Hoho! take care there!
November 22nd, 2006 at 10:32 am
“…If you see your x-partner holding someone else with full of adoration there in front of you, how would you react? Seeing him caring for another person right but not you but right in front of your very eyes…”
… look at them, smile, and say to yourself “there are better things ahead”
hard as it is… first step to your emotional ‘freedom’ from him is to FORGIVE (however undeserving or unforgiveable, just forgive).
it won’t be easy, but for the sake of your own sanity, the ealier you find the strength to forgive, the better it is for you… trust me on this one.
Once you’ve forgiven, you’ll find that all the angst, heartsche, pain, hurt, and anger will magically disappear
good luck!
November 22nd, 2006 at 10:05 pm
Wkhai - It worked =)
OHyea, any easy jobs availabe now? Hehe
November 23rd, 2006 at 3:31 pm
haiz……….. I saw that picture also…. I hope I can forget it… hehe.. speechless!!!!
November 23rd, 2006 at 7:25 pm
Time will heal. It’s very difficult to stay friends with an ex. Believe me, I know. Just give yourself all the space you need. When you meet someone that actually completes you, you will think why the hell you were crying over spilt milk. And then, you will forget.
HUGS
November 24th, 2006 at 9:10 am
Mei Qin, you know I never meant to hurt your feelings. And for what I have done wrong I have apologized to you sincerely and admit fault. What’s going on now has never been planned. The only important thing in my life now, even as your friend, is for you to be happy. It had always been my priority for you since then and will always be. I have never had any grudges against you. Mei Qin, I hope you will understand me even though the rest doesn’t. What matters to me is your honesty and truthfulness. I am saying all this from the bottom of my heart. And to those who has a bad impression on me, I am sorry. But you will never understand what mei qin and I has gone through. And for those who doesn’t know the real deal, please have some respect. Don’t be too judgmental. Don’t just yap whatever you feel like yapping. I give my fullest gratitude to all who’s supporting mei qin all the way. Thank you.
November 25th, 2006 at 3:05 am
glad it worked =)
btw, jobs… earliest available one is in mid december… you still around by then?
November 25th, 2006 at 4:48 am
Ah Goh my friend, i believe whatever u says.. Sometime we couldn’t figure what when wrong, and like you said, it just happen.. believe me, i felt it before.. long long time ago when you’re crazy in love with MQ.. There will be no such thingy as “cinta kasturi” or “cinta VI dan SBU”.. and for MQ, being a friend afta breaking up.. It won’t work.. you know better what i’m talking bout..
November 25th, 2006 at 7:00 am
Sharil, trust me. You are wrong. Only me and mei qin would understand what’s going on. None of you would understand what we have ok. So, not everyone’s the same my bro. And I still don’t get, why do some of you have to relate it with your high schools? I just don’t get it.
November 26th, 2006 at 2:56 am
well its best tat u guys have settled things your way n yeah like calvin said…not all relationships are the same…sum ppl can b friends sum cant..n to calvin…eventhough mei qin is movin away, shes still close to my heart as i will always keep an eye on her welfare…luv her to bits..
November 26th, 2006 at 3:05 am
Hmmm, alright ppl, let’s cool it there aight? Dun want me blog here become site to slander anyone’s schs.. So chill alrite!
Thanks for ur concerns anyway too..